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Tuesday, August 7, 2012

The Battle Is Always Within-Gun Cocked and Loaded


It’s been a hard week or so… Numbers cascading growing then shrinking, then growing again. All from “key loggers” who rape the individual computers of their bank Accounts and Pay-Pal. Bigger Banks who prey on their need for Greed, and Pay-Pal who remains within integrity…. Fighting for re-compensation. And their I stood alone… or so I thought till one hand reached out in the darkness and shed a light of hope, then another and another. Hundreds of dollars gone to the point that even small numbers like my Label cost seemed enormous. Sometimes I am so very tired and have been for many-many-many years. It started with fighting for my health in 1999.

Stricken with Multiple Scleroses I began the fight quite simply… Fighting with my strongest weapons, work, prayer, and faith I was fully determined never to land in a wheelchair or in my case a mental ward because of the sheaths area near the hypothalamus area was 90% eaten. 90% of my emotional sheaths center is gone, so… I fought, and fought hard the Doctors who now stand amazed. I knew that the “Law” of the Universe was behind me and that the “Love” of the Universe would not let me down. I would be healed, that was the bottom-line, it’s done… and that’s what happened. I have been in remission for over ten years with no apparent residual effect. 

As time went on I became well, to the amazement of my Doctors, but then my Friend of 35 years fell ill and I became a caretaker. Well that’s a hard job in and of itself, but then I found in 2000 On-Line Film-Music-Videos and realized; “Hey I can learn this!” So began my journey that brings me to this point of “Devotions Recording” 2010 start date. I found Friends; my first Friend in 2000 from MySpace Derek of Feed The Fire Films became not only a good Friend but my Film Instructor for Sony Vegas for Film-Video and Sony Acid for Music. Jodie P Floss from Ning became not only my Dearest Friend but Partners in Striking Concept Films-Video. Gentle Rains from Ning also jumped in for many a project as a WebMaster and Writer at my Ning Site Prayer Partners Unite and then X~Ray Your Soul ~1. Lazarus the Resurrected from MySpace one of the top HTML-CSS writers around for WebSite Building and Sam McFarland was my oldest friend from the On-Line Business world; she introduced me to the cream of the crop like Scott Crowley and Kathy Hamilton. These are my First Ones, the First On-Line Friends in this new world I entered.